January 2012
56 posts
Tonight.
Is going to suck.
all alone with no one beside me. i wish you were here.
i went through this whole year, loved two people, yet i can’t have either one.
So tonight, i’ll cry my last tears for you, and after that, no more.
this new year will be a good year for me. I WILL be successful and reach all my goals.
I WILL find someone that loves me for me and everything that i have to...
December 2011
108 posts
11:11
I wish for you.
Your happiness and health.
Maybe somewhere in there, you could fit me in there too….
Yay Westfield mall sf :3 with my friends and the best of em! Loving this day so far!
i need someone to cuddle with?
Any takers?
Thoughts.
Exciting things are happening this week and hopefully more to come i can’t wait.
btw. why is it every time i have to pee someone is in the bathroom?
…..just saying.
No mind shall wander a closed memory.
eerie thoughts are nightmares caught….- me
Why is it that i want you so bad?
i just miss your touch, your laugh, everything.
for something that was so short, shouldn’t mean this much to me at all.
….i fell too quickly for you…
i fear loneliness .
Skype history:
last thing the you said to me:
“i love you….”
…this bums me the fuck out ):
What i would want for christmas.
Honestly i wouldn’t want anything special.
no shoes. no clothes. not even a boyfriend.
though that would be nice.
what i want wouldn’t even be given to me….
See if you could just understand me, i just want to give, and i want to give so badly.
I want to see my mother and my younger brother living in a home.
a home of just they’re own.
i could care less of what i...
Sucks.
When you still like someone, even still are attracted to them but they got over you like they didn’t even like you at all.
I’ll get over it eventually…..